Thinking Of You ...

Dear xyz

I donot know what you feel about me. And I never think any bad about you. Believe me I never want to hurt your feeling, it is true since when I saw you for first time, It was the first time in my life that a girl impressed me so bad or good. And I do not know I started liking you or it was something else.

Since I never felt about any girl before. So whenever I asked any thing about you people started guessing that some thing was going on inside me about you. My whole life is an open secret, my family, my friends, every one knows each and every thing about me. So every one got my feelings about you (but it was upto my group ). Remember when I phoned you and asked to you about some persons making you fake calls. Meanwhile I was in shree ram hostel ,the night when sobhit lost his lap top. There I had a long argument with those guys who used to make you call. After that I came into College news. Some one made a call to my home and tell some thing absurd to my brother(Luckily it was not my father at that time) about you and me.

After that incident I was ignoring such things and thats why I deleted all my scraps written to you. I told that incidence only to sumit and sumitra. After that I stopped making you calls. When you selected for JOB, I wanted to give you congratulations but I could not make it. Sobhit and Sumit both gave you the congratulates from my room and I was there.

I never expected something from you because it was all my feelings or fault. I made numbers of friends and all of them has their faith in me. But I think you have some wrong impression of me. The day before the farewell function you send friendship request to kausik and sobhit, but not to me. They both told me about this. It was really embarrassment to me. I thought I should send it to you. But you did not accept it. I donot know why you were so rude to me.

I'm just here thinking of you, like I always do. I hope you're as happy as me; I just want you to know how much I troubled you. I always wish your well.

Please just tell me if I have done any wrong to you.

You still have the same place in my heart as my best friends do..... and If you have any misunderstanding about me please make it clear, if I hurt your feelings then forgive me for that. I never want to hurt any one in my life. So please reply this as soon as possible, I just want to have such a good relation so that we can talk to each other and I will not feel any shame talking to you and nothing else..

I usually get disturbed if I think some one has troubled by my doings.

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