Passing the time
Just two more days, and after that I will say bye to all my friends of ncst and bangalore. Time is crawling very slowly now, There is no neccessity of study,no programming, no late night labs. Any non Ncstian may think it as the time of joy.But in real it is boring in side the CDAC. Every one is busy in programming or project and I am just passing my time on gmail.

"BEST GIFT FROM GOD"

First time God had fulfilled my wish, rather He had given everything without any wish.This may be His best gift for me. Analysing the various God's gifts to me, I came up with some exploring and amazing things which I did realize very recently. What I had felt was our typical possession of two things-mind and heart. Mind, is something where thoughts come and go,which are related to our lifestyle, related to the people with whom we interact and various circumstances we face. Often, these thoughts are baseless or meaningful. It all depends upon our thoughts from which they are generated and how these thoughts are really close to us. These thoughts dare to bare ,going to any length, irrespective of the boundaries. These thoughts , often become dreams and carry us to the world of imagination , where we can feel the imaginative actually happen.In the meanwhile, we relish the joyful ride, which realistically we cannot.But when the dreams break,we are into the real world into the real things with the real people and real circumstances. I Another, is heart, which keeps on beating . This beat rate keeps on fluctuating , depending on the different experiences..The experience depends on the level of intimacy with the experience.Sometimes, our heart sinks, aches and sometimes bounces with joy. This , just happens as it happens. Can we really control our mind and heart? Can we master them and tame them?Can we divert our thinking and overlook them? Someway or the other, we would be deceiving ourselves , because it would be hiding something from ourselves, which we want to feel but cannot or do not because of our circumstances.
I know within only three months I made some life long friendships. I love my friends and do not want to leave them rather they love me more than me. I have to control my feelings because reality is beyond the emotions. I have to be practical this time and say bye to NCST and my friends. But World is small enough we will meet again

OUT OF DILEMMA

::THE FINAL DECISION

During the Depavali leave, I was in my previous Institute for my final project presentation of MSc. I came to know that Reliance Infosolution was coming for campus recruitment in our institute. My classmate request to take part in it and I just for fun gave the written test and interview. But after the interview first time I was thinking about what would happen if I could not clear the interview. I prayed to God for his grace so that I could pass that campus test. And fortunately I got the selection. I got this news before five days and since then I was in the state of dilemma. I do not want to leave the NCST but I know that I will never get so golden chance to have a job with six of my friends( there are six of my friends got the selection). I decided to follow the decision of my family, they told me that I would have to take the final decision. I changed my orkut profile and wrote there Anuj Pandey the dangling pointer. My mind was in a state of uncertainty. In the last I asked my mother to tell me what should I do. She told me that I should join the course because I would be the safe decision for me and my family. I came to know that Papa had taken advice from many persons. So finally I decided to join the job. But meanwhile everything was going just opposite for Kartikay, and he decided not come with me further. He will continue the course. Both of us had followed our family's decision.

First time God had fulfilled my wish, rather He had given everything without any wish.This may be His best gift for me. Thinking it as God decision I am leaving NCST, my friends, my tellah community but one part of my heart will be always here.

"Back to NCST"
I came back to NCST last Saturday. Now there is no restriction of writing two blogs per week. And I can write only good things, something special. Actually, before Deepawali session, I wrote some good blocks, but due to exams my recent blogs were not so good.
The journey from Bangalore to Allahabad was very nice, all the compartments were fully packed, most of passengers were going to their places for the deepawali vacation. There were numbers of gang of girls. Probably they were from Kashmir. We gave our one seat to them. There were about 15 students of NCST. Through out the journey we were walking from compartment S-1 to S-8. It was not a simple stuff because of great rush inside the each compartment.
We met number of people of our fields, got to know about the life of software professionals.
I learn more than ten types of play card game. The most interesting were 'Mo' and 'Ludish'.
The returning was same but we face some difficulty because our seat was not reserved.
But when we came back, as soon as we put our step into the NCST we got our first assignment of Operating system. We reached here at 8: 20 pm and we had to submit the assignment before 11:00 pm. Next day we got our projects. So life became busy as before, it is now on the same track again.