"TODAY THE SUN ROSE IN THE SOUTH"

Today I surprised to see the sun, it was rising from the south. It was about 6:30 am and I got up early because we are going to Nandi Hill for our trip. I use to do Sun Salutation every morning, no matter that most of the time it happens after 10 AM. It was the first day when I gave salute to sun so early. Today I knew that I had wrong concept about directions here and that is why I had changed my bedside. It was more surprising that most of us in the hostel have wrong knowledge about directions. Often we do not worship in south direction and East is supposed the best direction for every auspicious work.My neigbour Sunny has been doing prayer towards the south since he entered the hostel, because he had the same misconcepts about the directions.
When I and Sunny both came out of hostel we raised our head towards the Sun. It felt little unusual to me and I was thinking about it. After few minutes I told him "did you feel somthing new today about the sun ?" .We broke into laughter soon after we looked up in the sky and had a look of sun. It is about 2 months to go in bangalore and today for the first time we knew the directions right.
Anyway we borded into the bus and started our journey to Nandi Hill. Nandi hill is situated 60 kms north(the real north) of Bangalore. Also known as Nandidurga, it was one of the summer retreats of Tipu Sultan.Nandi Hills was popular with the British too who built bungalows and gardens here.It is favourite among Bangaloreans who find this an ideal get-away for weekends. About 1500-m high Nandi Hills has the forests surrounding the hills, abound with wild animals. Around the Nandi Hills there are several smaller hills.
Tipu's Drop is situated in Nandi Hills . Accordong to local belief, the prisoners were punished to their death.
A popular picnic spot with an awesome fort and two ancient temples,it has beautiful scenaries. We reached there about 11:30 AM. We had to walk approximately 1,585 steps to reach the top of the hills. Eventhough cars are allowed to go to the top, we parked our bus and walked the steps. Each step had worth, along the way to top we got to see monkeys, trees,small temples and also a breathtaking view of the plains below clouds.
Nature was at its Best! Eventhough the place is very popular it has not been exploited for commercial purposes. It still retains it’s natural beauty. Its better to visit the place on weekends, as on other days it’s deserted and might not be safe for couples.
Still remember those funny moments when guys used to shout , declaring their love for their beloved ones in the hope that the girl sitting in her house would hear it. The funny thing about these sound waves generated was that, they never reached the desired ears but always echo back and give a sort of happiness which was far better than the girl hearing it and turning down the proposal.
I am quite tired because we had lots of fun in dancing through out the way. So I wil write more about the trip in next blog.

"Today is world's Underwear Day"
Last night I did late night in lab, because there was no class on next day. But Early in the morning I my sleep was broken up by the ring of my mobile. I got a message from
Amit that
" Today is World Underwear Day. Forward this message to atleast 20 people and You could be the one of the luckiest people who can win my used underwear free."
The time of message was realy irritating but It was a very good comment to the people who send some absurd messages like," If you love your mother then forward this SMS to 10 people" etc. I never use to forward these type of messages. I daily get numbers of mail in which the sender says that if you do not forward the message to others then you will get punished by the God. One thing I want to tell these type of people that If God is going to punish me for this small excuse (rather not to say it excuse), then how can anyone say Him God? God can never be rude to His followers. I think if you make no harm to others then no need to worship to Him. If you remember him daily only once it is adequate to show that you have faith in Him.
One more thing I wan to tell that I often get messages on orkut to report some profile offensive or bogus.If more than 20 people vote any profile offensive then Orkut will delete that profile. But have you ever thought that the purpose of that profile creator is to disturb the other people. We write the abusive scrap to that person and tell our all friends to do so . If we do these things besides our important works and that is what the creator of offensive profile wants. If take these things seriously then the purpose of that evil becomes true. I just want to say that never get disturbed from the absurd messages and Orkut profile. We must take these profiles lightly and let those mean what they want.

"Call form ClassSister"
ClassSister= The Sister who was/is my classmate

Today I had phone call from my classmate( we are brother and sister). I picked the phone up and waited for some time,It was ringing at that time. When I pressed the Green button and still the ring was coming to my ear. I didn't mind, meanwhile "hello!"word form another side. It make me realy happy from the inside.We talked about 3 to 4 minutes, after a long time I was talking to her. She asked about my studies and about my life here. I told her that I have cleared all my MGPAs except one. She expressed her happyness and gave me well wishes for rest tests. Suddenly I heard some words of honour like,"kammene"(mean) and many more, I got the voice It could be no other than sachin.After some formalities he told'"Have You make any call to me? And Sanchita gave a missed call and you replied atones". I informed him that it was her call not mine.He laughed and replied "Oh now I came to know why you are having so long talk today. But it was yours call".After sachin I talked to one of my best friends pratyush.After the talk I check my account, I was my call I was thinking that call was from their side.And that was why the ring was seeming to my ear. But it matters nothing, I got much delighting moments on account of few rupees.

"TO DAY WAS MY FAREWELL FUNTION "
yesterday I had the invitation to join the farewell function of us in our JK institute . Actualy I was informed someday before by Nalini, but It was not possible to be present there at that day. I was thinking about the function every time. I make atleast six phone calls and got the information of events going there. I came to know that every one is talking about me and kartikay. During one call Sindhu told that she got job in IBM and started weeping saying that she was missing me a lot. I asked her about the fucnction and her plan to join the job.
I became really sentimental when I came to know that Sanchita has sung the song "WORDS"
and dedicated to me. I want to give thanks to her for this. This was the song which I sung in my fresher function. I talked to Sachin and Pratyush and got the information about the girls.
I was informed that some one in black suit was looking very beautiful today. I can realize her beauty by just closing my eyes. I know that I had missed a most memorable event of my life but still It will be the which is most memorable for me.
Now I am going to give congratulations to my juniors. I will give the following message to all whom mail id is known to me and other will read from my blog.
For my juniors..............

I thank you for your kindness, your consideration and today I have to thank you too for your wonderful farewell function. I made many, many good friends.It is signal of our separation Well, it had to happen one day.our time in JK is coming to an end. .I donot know how many time in future we will meet. But I hope that most of you will recognize me when we will meet.
U People will know, I'm sure; that we have always given our best and you will be more successful than us,Thank you all so much for your love, support, and respect .
waise to I was not there but the whole time today I was thinking about the function, I got all what was going there. I phoned many times, I became happy to know that function was first class.Congratulations for the great function organised by you.. and these line for you.

KOYI HAI JO DUA KARTA HAI,
APNO ME MUJHE BHI GINA KARTA HAI,
BAHUT KHUSHNASEEB SAMAJHTE HAI KHUD KO HAM,
DUA KARTA HAI,APNO ME MUJHE BHI GINA KARTA HAI,

Many people dream of success.

Todyay I had phone call from my friend arun, he was very upset because he has not got any job after his best effort while most of his classmates got selected in campus .
I think everyone in the world has felt overlooked before. Perhaps you've done something and no one seemed to notice or care. A fantastic story or beautiful picture, but no one paid it any mind. You may try to impress to others but it all goes waste. You tried your best but you don't succeed, you keep watching on someone but she/he don't see you. And in nights you try to sleep but you cannot sleep.
What is the separation between those who succeed and those who don't get. I think those who succeed are the ones who stop trying to impress other people and instead do the most fantastic things for themselves and those whom they love. They expect nothing in return, but in truth deserve so much. Eventually, with luck and perhaps the rare moment their talents get the appreciation. Those who don't succeed are the ones who continue to burn themselves out in an attempt to impress other people. They want recognition and praise, and before long they've forgotten the original joy.
Sometime any of our friend got a job we feel happy for him but we blame ourselves that why we not get it. I think my self having better skills than many of my friends they got jobs. I am still not thinking of getting any job. I know my quest of learning will never going to end. Some of my friends are frustrated because they had not got any job. I just want to pray for them, may God give them patience and success.
I may not succeed in life with the few talents I have, but I still use them because I enjoy them. I enjoy writing and singing. Its fun to me. For me. I don't think I've reached the stage where I am completely passed caring what other people think, but I think I've learned not to expect too much. Whether that is a good or bad thing, it is a topic I still debate with myself.

"Love is the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart which you love"

I was thrilled to announce that I received friend request on orkut from my beloved(it is one sided love),I jumped from my chair and announced in lab that I was going to pay for the evening tea. But it was joy of few seconds. Actual kartikay has typed his acceptance of frienship to me. He was just kidding but it was more than a joke for me. I became quite serious and sad too. I canceled the tea party, every one made fun of this but I was stunned.
I went to hostel and was listening song mltr 25 minutes, while the mobile started ringing. It was saurabh from mumbai he also gave me the same good news that my dream girl had added him as a friend. Now heart beats were out of control. I closed my eyes and started thinking about her. Why she not send me friend request?
After I lost my first love, as I told in my last blog,I was nomore interested to any girl till my Msc. But I remember 27th July 2005, we got rid of our 2nd semexams, and planned to have a meet with our juniors who were new in our institute. Some of our classmates gathered them in lecture hall at the first floor. I was not much interested, but just went to see the juniors.
Introduction session was going on, I saw a girl sitting on the first seat.She was the only girl to whom I attracted in past five year of my life.Numbers of girls more beautiful than her came to my life but I don't know why I liked her so much. As time passed I was more attracted to her. I came to know that she was little bit different from other girls,I never saw her in our canteen,and she was very less talktive to her classmates. I started to write all my thinking about her in my dairy,I used to write about her daily. I never told her my feelings but I know that she knew my feelings about her. How is smiled and how she was dressed all her memory is still in between the pages of my dairy.
I have been deeply wounded at that day, and I am still recovering from that hurt.
The true love comes in when you got a wound from your beloved, yet-you're ready to forgive her at anytime because you love your loved one in a whole some way. I've yet to learn about this issue , but I do know one thing-love knows no faults of the past. You can understand the facts of life. But facts of love are much different. I expected a lot from my lover. In nights, I speak to my mind and I know ,I never done something good, but I never done any bad to her. I get quite angry about it. Now thinking about break-up,but it is not so easy. With sadness I am going torn all the page and find that I have come to the end of another chapter in my life. For too long I have been lookinng for someone that was never mine. I am going to make the decision to walk forward with my eyes still looking back for someone. I ought to be happy; I have beautiful memories that will always find their way into my dreams. I've true loves(not from anygirl friend) and true friends and even though they all seem to be scattered across the world, they are still in my heart, just not in my life. I must look ahead. Just let it all go, rather than hurt myself and liveing in a fairytale.But is the reality that it can never be true. There are those songs that will remind me of lost moments, and those events that bring me back to my past, but my future must begin to outshine my past. So I am now only thinking about myfuture. I am happy and God will give all happiness to all my friends.

LOVE and Win is best but Love and Loose is next best
Sigmund Freud, the father of psychoanalysis, once said " A fool in love has no sense to me but you are a fool if you don't love". I want to say that I am not a fool. I have been attracted towards numbers of girls. But I was in love only two times in my life till now.
When I was in my 8th class, I was attracted to my neighbor's granddaughter, she lived in lucknow and used to visit my city in her summer vacations every year. One day I came to know that she had same feelings as mine. We never said I love you but we knew each other fellings. We had great time whenever we were together, we used to talk to each other for many hours in a day. Our affairs was for three years. One day her brother came to me and asked me about my affair with his sister. I told him the truth. He was the boxing champion of Lucknow(under 12th) at that time. He just gave me a punch and warned me.
After that day she never visited my place. I waited for one year then tried to contact her.I went to her city and met her. She was ignoring me, I did not know why. Those days were very decisive in my life. I decided to leave all the things right there. I came back and tried to concentrate towards my exams. After that time I never made any attempt to meet her. I an still in love with her but I have no desire to meet her again.
I hope that she get all of happiness of this word.

"I Do Not Love People Who don't Love Me"

Have You ever thought what is the need of good relationship? Actually why there is any relation.I remember the words from the famous poem of national poet Matheli Saran Gupta ....
Wohi mnusya hai ki jo manushya ke liye mare(Its only mankind tendency to do something for another mankind). I thnk only mankind has so many relationships.
There may be exceptions, your pet may love you more than any other man. Anyway I was talking about good relationship with others. I had very bad relations towards other before my 11th standard, but I tried my best to improve my nature and way of behaving to others.
What is needed for a good relationship.........I want to share my views.
Love and faith is are necessary part of any relationship. But your love and faith cannot be constant for someone, this gets faded as time goes.Apart from faith and apart from love it is only commitment has worth for any relationship.Commitment may be two sided or one sided, if want a good relationship then it should be your commitment, what if it is one way.
I have very good relations with all my classmates and others.Never have any hope from someone and be thankful to everyone who had done any little for you. The best part of any relationship is not hoping that a person cares you so much as you do but in knowing athat you care her/him far more that you can.
At last I want to epitomize my feelings with these lines.
One of the best part of campus life is the friends you make and make sure you make them for life.

MY FIRST PUBLIC SPEECH
It was yesterday 2-sept-2006.I had to speak on any topic infront of my whole class. I prepared well for six A's of successes. It was mostly about having positive attitude. But I was quite nervous,I am late beginner, avoid most of difficult situations till it is possible. Most of speeches was on positive attitudes so after the lunch time I decided to change my topic.I wrote down my feelings about India because it was the most easy topic about which I can write much. When I was about just going to deliver my speech Govind sir who was there for our evaluation, was busy in giving some tips, so I got time for long breath and started my speech......
Good afternoon sir and friends. Today I am going to tell something about my love....(I stopped for a while) "What-What, what about!!", Sir asked me and the whole class including sir had a smile on their faces.I started again.. What I love being an Indian? The thing I like most about being an Indian is living in a cultured society.It is the most colorful and beautiful country in the whole world.It has many states and cities, each has different story to tell. I like the verity of foods, clothes and rich culture. I like the verity of foods, clothes and rich culture. Culture and traditions have the top most value for Indians. There is no other place in world but India where people use to touch the feet of their parents and elder ones. It our culture that one avoids smoking before their younger one or elder one.( Till this time I was on the right track, during these statement I saw the faces of audience to see weather they were getting me or not. But as soon as I saw towards girls I became little bit nervous I was not accepting that they were so attentive to my words.I was just lost the track for a little bit of time,and try to get thread again) As we know bangalore is cosmo-politian city. We are here from different states, speak different languages,follow different traditions, still we have a great time under same ceiling. In which country will you find a Muslim president, a Sikh Prime Minister, a Christian ruling party leader and a Hindu Vice President.
Let me share something that make me worried, it is about higher education . India needs enough universities that can not only produce bright students but also support sophisticated research in scientific and scholary field.Many IIT graduates and well trained in technology have chosen not to contribute their skills to burgeoning technology in India. Half of them leave India and most of them about 86% do not return back. I would like to have a job in India than go abroad (still I want to see the whole world.) so that I can make a positive contribution in development of my country. After the speech some drops of water was sweating out of my face. But I was quite satisfied my first debut in the field of presentation.I got a lot of confidence from my performance.

FUNNY MOMENTS OF MY LIFE-I
Creating blogs and publishing them is not quite tough but to write something interesting such that other will read it. So I decided to share some light moments of my life that will gives other person some amusement.
"Whenever I see mirror I use to laugh a lot."
Sachin and Pratush were my friends who were with me during my BSc and MSc both. Pratush is like a child. He took part in every nonveg or abusive talk, but never told a single abusive word.
I remember Sachin and I came close to each other during a cricket match. And as time passed we came more closer to each other.
The most boring class during graduation was our quantum mechanics period in final year.In each class I used to ask number of times" Sachin what is time by your watch".
Sachin's reply was same every time,"Yarr It was about 1/2 an hour but still my watch moved only for five minutes".
Oh God! What a boring class that was. We used to say about sir that he knew some kind of Bengali magic, by which he stopped the time . Really 50 minutes were like 50 hours for us.
So for time pass we found a game. We had a piece of paper and first student used to write something on that, the page traveled around the whole class. Every one used to put ones own funny view about the topic.
Another class was on every Friday, let me remember,I think name of paper was Optical Instruments or whatever it was, most of us used to play cricket during the period. The main reason behind this was that It was one hour lunch time on every Friday. So one hour and fifty minutes were quite enough for a cricket match.
The practicals of physics were the biggest terror for us. There were vivas for each practical and Some prof. were so crude as if they were giving numbers form their bank account.We felt miserable whenever our files were in hands of any of these teachers. But few number of profs that never gave us marks below 7 out of ten.
we had a great fun whenever we are not in any class.